Never

Each time it breaks my heart a little more to know I am never going to be enough. Never.
Heart breaks again.

Competition

For on hour on this gorgeous Saturday evening I have been sitting silently, waiting for you to put your phone down, to cut the Twitter cord  and notice me.  Get off your fucking phone!!!
Technically I have been waiting for many years now, but prior to your phone it was the tv and sleep and anything else that was 'your time' until it was 'my time'. So very lonely.
If I had to do it all over again I don't believe that I would.

Two hours. Two hours on your phone. What do you do do two hours? Good thing you have the tv for back-up.  Whew!