Find someone, Part 98

Be sure to find someone who makes or finds a mess and leaves it for you. Not just once, but 100% of the time.

Such a lovely way to start the day.

Find someone, part 97

Who lies around from 5pm Friday until 5am Monday.  Who picks a movie that everyone has to watch, then spends then entire night on their phone. 

You don't speak to anyone. You don't engage. You eat and play on your phone, then go home early "since you have to work in the morning." 

You have literally laid on the couch for 48+ hours. 

Please just go.

Find someone, part 88

When you tell them you will be home late, but don't know when and they respond with, "do you want dinner?", you have a spark of hope. You say, "I may not be hungry."

And you get home at 7 to see they got themselves dinner and left nothing for you.

In all fairness you did say you may not be hungry. But why wouldn't you make sure there was at least SOMETHING  just in case your "beloved" is hungry? Why wouldn't you make the most basic level of effort? 

No.

Just make sure your own needs are met.

And God forbid you get off the couch and do anything.

Sadness all over again.

Too little, too late

It breaks my heart that nothing you can do will ever win me back. No amount of laundry, dishes, any of it, will ever be enough. What I needed was you to care about me, completely. 

And you didn't 

So we are done.

And that breaks my heart.

Find someone part 82

Gets their food first, then starts the movie before you have a chance to come into the room. And also spends the whole time on their phone.

Leaves mess for you to clean up. 

But somehow thinks kissing you and telling you "sweetly" they will see you at home, makes up for ignoring and disrespecting you.

I have allowed this behavior. But no more. I have an appointment with an attorney this week. I will make plans to keep myself and the dogs safe from you.

I have to get away.

Find someone part 74

Who always puts their needs first.

Home late from work? They stop and get themselves dinner plus lunch for the next day.

For you?

Nothing.

Salad for dinner they put the last dressing and toppings on.

For you?

Empty jars.

Thanks for nothing.

Literally.